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I have discovered mother.
The role, rapidly taking over a once young identity
and fulfilling an obligation.
Is it something coming out of me?
Posed as this gender I can barely grip, rarely agree to.
An internal alarm leads to chemical reaction and so-called
Understanding.
Or maybe guilt-stricken "appreciation,"
Empathy?
For my own sake
I need it to be real.

Purpose.